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Slow reads and gentle mornings



 When I was  young, many years ago, obviously ahahahah. I remember how my grandparents almost tortured me to oblivion just so I  pick a book and read. It was a routine I was forced to do or else... 

Years later stucked in my room, chemo IV dripping through my veins; reading allowed me to escape and travel the world. Sounds cliche but reading saved my life. It also became the reason I bonded with my oncologist beyond the usual patient-doctor relationship. I could still remember when at the end of the day, she would come by my room asked about the books piled on my bedside table and "talk her stress away" by telling her stories after stories. Again years later, when retinopathy threatened to steal my eyesight, I struggled immensely not to have it taken away from me. The previledge to read is something I am not willing to give up without a fight. So when I'm asked why I read too much? My answer is simple " I read to live, and I live to read".

 Lately, when adulting took the biggest chunk of my free time and my eyesight is unashamedly dwindling, I adapted a slower reading pace to atleast relieve the pressure to rush through the pages and to be a bit gentler to my aging and fading eyesight. So, I take my time and embrace a gentler relaxing read.

But then I wonder, in this day and age where we are all bombarded with flashy content and 30-second reels, is slow reading still relevant?  Well, we already know that slow reading alleviates stress and anxiety and the reason why we are stressed and our minds are anxious is that our minds are busy multitasking, scrolling through short gaps, half-engaging, or perpetually scrolling ourselves into nothingness. Slow reading then brings our mind to the present giving us more time to focus in the here and now so when our foggy brains suddenly halts to a blank, slow reading gives it a gentle respite bringing our minds to full focus and attention. I have this habit that when I'm stressed and anxious, I tend to pick up a book for comfort. It even became an inside joke between me and my husband because whenever he asks me how many books I've read and I give my answer, he smiles and says, That stressful, huh?" Well, what can I say, it is my ultimate way to Houdini my way out of my every day stress. Afterall, a page a day keeps the doctor away.

But mind you, there are also days when I get stuck in a reading rut, unable to even make myself pick up a book. It usually happens after a long holiday or after days spent without reading and you know what they say about "reading is to the mind what exercise is to the body" so I go book shopping and buy more books, just kidding but it happens, sometimes :)

One of the most dreadful things a reader or any of us can experience is the reading slump. It is the long absense of enthusiasm to read and regrettably, years and years of reading disengagement may leave us discouraged and hate reading all the more. I often hear people say "reading is not for me", "I am too old or too busy to read" and the gazillion excuses we make to rationalize the lack of reading in our lives and it makes me remember what my grandpa used to say about "reading being the greatest luxury our souls can experiece and no amount of entertainment is as enjoyable and enduring compared to it." Absolutely the cheapest therapy there is and you wouldn't want to miss it.

It is withtout a doubt that slow reading not only allows us to slow our minds but also takes away the pressure of rushing us through the process of reading. Thus we avoid overwhelming ourselves. The phrase "the slower the healthier" does apply in all aspect of our lives both physical and mental. Therefore, the habit of slow reading allows us to read at our own pace, free from the dread of prolonged reading hiatus, which in turn removes our bias towards reading.

So how do we embrace a slow and gentler reading habit? First, accessorize and have fun with other reading tools. Besides of course a physical book or an e-copy, we can also add other fun  reading paraphernalia.  I love collecting writing supplies; so reading becomes the perfect excuse to buy markers, notepads, and notebooks which brings us to our second tip, annotate.  Annotating is also one of the ways we can fully immerse ourselves into our books and get the most out of our reading experience. I would usually write side comments in my book as if I am talking to the characters or to the author. That way my reading experience is more interractive as oppose to the author just feeding me the information. I would comment on a conversation or what the characters did and said and also look for inspirational quotes and hidden details that may suggest what the author actually is trying to convey. We can ask questions, predict the ending and even write our own alternative ending to the story, incase we don't like the ending (which I do a lot).

But before anything else, it's important to choose a book that truly captures your interest to make reading more enjoyable. If you are starting to create a reading habit and you don't know what books to read, you can start by identifying what genre picks your interest. You can do this by going to the bookstore or the library and observe what books grab your interest and pick one that strongly pulls your attention and start from there. I would often choose books not because everybody is reading it or because I have to, atleast at this point in my life where I don't need to be graded for required reading but because there is a sense of excitement that comes with just reading the title or because I have developed an interest on a certain genre or theme. Next, set aside a specific time and space to establish a consistent reading routine. For example, dedicate a few minutes to reading before bedtime or whatever is convenient for you. 

Most of all, do not rush. Take your time, smell the book, take time appreciating the cover, learn about the author, make assumptions about the characters and set the tone before even flipping to the first page.  When it comes to slow and gentle reading, always remember that patience is essential. Like they say, "In reading, as in life, sometimes slower is better." 

February 21, 2025 No comments


So for the longest time, this blog came to a halt. I lost my way. I was torn between carrying on what I have started or take a complete change from what I used to believe in. So while I searched far and wide looking for that bit of spark, I came across countless opinions of what one should do to make oneself happy for instance, the cliche "do what makes you happy even if it means leaving your job, travel the world, volunteer, declutter and throw/donate your stuff away (which I did, best feeling ever), live in the mountains, plant trees, make your own food, stop eating dead animals (which I did but doesn't really make you better than anyone else), live small, live a simple life, be content. But you know what's wrong with all these? All these are telling you to live someone else's life. To quit living for yourself, to give up what you already are and pursue someone else's spark. And pursuing another's joy is definitely one that will kill your fire. 

So finally I came to a resolution that there is no quick way of finding joy (if only life is perfect). You can beat yourself or breathe, but you can't simply walk out of your life to go after a catchphrase and if you ever do, it's not going to be easy. You don't have to deny yourself of the little things that truly make you happy just because someone else says they can or you can't ( Eat that cake for cat's sake!). You don't have to quit living your life and beat yourself up chasing someone else's life just because they seemed happy. You will eventually get there, you'll see. You just have to trust that you are capable of being happy yourself and that you can stop explaining yourself for the choices you make. You can't always ride the donkey, Can you? so stop being guilty of not pleasing your crowd because you can't and you don't have to.

There's only one truth in the universe and that is, we can't just sit and wait for joy to happen. We will always want something that will bring purpose and reason to thrive because that is the only way we survive. So we get back on the saddle, cross the tight rope and hop on the damn circus. Well, I'm just saying I'm finally back and trying so hard to crank up this ol' brain o' mine and heat it up full throttle. YOLO so don't postpone joy.


See you in a bit ;)

Shannel

January 19, 2024 No comments


Weightless is a debut novel by Sarah Bannan which talks about teenage cruelty aided by the internet.  When I first started reading this book I wasn't hooked right away and almost wasn't able to finish it.  At first, I thought the plot is so predictable and so easy and to be honest I already have guessed the ending right after reading a few chapters.  But then I realized that this book is more than just the familiar setting and realized that it tackles a very relevant and relatable subject in our society today. 

The story is set in Adamsville Alabama, where teenagers were obsessed with brands, status, tanning, trends, thinness, makeup, proms, homecoming pageants and to the greatest extent,  social media. It is a riveting story about the reality of how the internet, social media had become the vile that wreak havoc on the lives of the characters in the story. The book also gave emphasis on the vicious effect of bullying and the importance of mental health. This book gives us an insight into how intense school life can be and how evil it can get underneath what seemed to be a picture perfect community.


“We were young and hopeful and beautiful and fearless, for just a few seconds, and it made us smile, until we heard the murmuring behind us, and we moved to the side of the gym and took our phones and our mirrors and our lip glosses out of our purses, and we checked to make sure everything was in place.” 
― Sarah Bannan, Weightless

The story revolves around the lives of the students in Adamsville Alabama where it is a very close-knit community. The type of which everyone knows everyone and families basically goes to the same school from generation to generation goes to the same event and goes to the same church. 

The story was established with the students obsessing about who was dating who, who was sporting a tan, who was wearing the latest fashion, who gained or lose weight and all sorts of vanity teenagers talk about. Then Carolyn Lessing came. The new girl in town and suddenly, everyone was obsessed about her.


"We took photos of her bathroom cabinet and the scale and put them up on Instagram, Facebook, wherever. Looking back, it's easy to see how irresponsible we'd been, with information and with other people's feelings. But we couldn't have known what was going to happen."
 Sarah Bannan, Weightless.

Carolyn moves from New Jersey to Alabama with her mother. She was a no-effort kind of girl who was so cool and has no mean bone about her.  She was gorgeous and stylish. The type that rattles the status quo of both the junior and senior students. And apart from being an athlete, she also has a talent for writing and art. 

Then Carolyn started dating Shane, a senior. But Brooke, Shane's off again, on again girlfriend didn't take it lightly. And it didn't take long before backbiting and rumors about Carolyn started to spread. Carolyn seemed not to be affected by the rumors and Brookes taunting until a scandalous video begun to make rounds then Carolyn suddenly goes from it girl to being a doxy. 

Carolyn isolated herself. But the more she excluded herself, the more she was plagued with questions about her and her family. Her personal life became everybody's business. But it was her last confrontation with  Shane and Brook that finally ended her torment.

This was definitely a great book to read. The main conflict is vividly presented and although the ending can be predicted, it evokes an outrage from a reader as if you wanted to control and change what could be the ending. I found the book slow at first but after a while, I could no longer put it down. The book was also narrated by a third person so you have the feel of being dragged into the story. At times, I could hear myself telling the characters, "you guys um... you are so wrong about her." and I also found myself, no shame, crying (typical me) because I felt so helpless.

Well, however bewildering, this book is definitely a must read and I recommend it to parents, most specially teachers (they played a great role in the story but did nothing. I was very disappointed), and teenagers. And I assure you it will surely leave you a great deal to think about. This book still haunts me to this moment and I can say this has changed the way I am as a teacher, a friend and as a person.


Till next time,

Shannel, the book hag
xoxo




February 20, 2019 No comments


Stephen Fry's Mythos takes on a splendid retelling of the Greek's greatest myth and legend. This book is astounding not to mention addictive. I was almost tempted to consume it in one sitting but alas there's more to life than reading to death. yeah? LOL! But hands up, right hand to my heart this is one of the best books I have ever read in 2018. Stephen Fry is a satirical genius. Every turn of each page is so captivating and amazingly impressive. What I love most about this book is how it was laid simple giving readers a clear perspective to complicated twist and turns of Greek Mythology. Although some thought it selective as in Fry in this book only derived his retelling from Hesiod's Theogony, which is a genealogy of the gods and the first humans, I still find this book enjoyable and interesting to read.

This book tells about how the world began with chaos and the birth of darkness - Erabus and nigh - Nyx,  day-Hemera and light- Aethera, Gaia (earth), Tartarus ( the depths, and caves beneath the earth). It also tells about the birth of Ouranos-the sky and how Gaia plotted to rid of him out of rage. It also tells about how Kronos out of fear of his children ate them all and how Zeus escaped his wrath. The book conveys the Greeks in all its glamour and drama. Deceit, greed, love, lust, jealousy its like game of thrones on steroids. This book also unravels the psychological dimension of Greek Mythology, the sexuality of the gods and their devious scheme going above and beyond to gratify their whims.

This book has 410 pages and also comes with pictures which provides insight into Greek Art as well.
All in all, I give this book 5 out of 5 stars not just because I adore Stephen Fry but also because I have never read anything of Greek Mythology as simple and as funny and insightful as this one.






December 05, 2018 No comments

Truth doesn't have to be black or white, but with lagom we can avoid extremism.

Lagom is a Swedish word derived from the Viking term Laget Om which literally means "around the team" where they pass around a horm of mead ensuring that there is enough for everyone. It has no English translation but it relatively means "not to litte, not too much".  In English the word lagom simply describes "just enough" or "just right".

"Not too little, not to much, just right."

Lagom can be anything like being invited to a party but bringing something to add to the food or washing the dishes after because you don't want to abuse your host's hospitality to buying a practical car even if it is not the most attractive of vehicles, its wearing that bright red lipstick and leaving the rest of your makeup minimal, its being part of a greater entity, belonginess and sharing responsibility. It is the ethos of balance of using just enough resources and perfectly balancing your time between work and spending time with your family. Accordingly, the law of lagom or aiming for "just enough" at all times has social, psychological and emotional benefits. If there is balance a majority of people will enjoy a great quality of life. It also adds that a lagom way of being in touch with our feelings is linked to good mental health. To find the right emotional balance is in fact the major goal of mental health therapies. So with the notion of "good enough" we can avoid burn out and exhaustion bring about by too much ambition, too much work, too much stress which leads to poor mental health or mental illness. Lagom aims for "non-judgemental awareness of of the present moment" or mindfulness.

By living lagom we can ◆ reduce our environmental impact ◆ improve our work-life balance ◆ free your home from clutter  ◆ become a more conscious consumer ◆ cherish the relationship with those you love ◆ enjoy good food (the swedish way or your way) ◆ grow your own food and learn to forage ◆ enjoy health and exercise in nature ◆ live a happier and more balanced life.


Well, I can't help but adore this book although there are still some points that I needed to process.However, what I love about it is it offers practical solutions to achieve a balance lifestyle towards sustainable happiness. This book gives us a glimpse to the Swedish culture which I should say is an antithesis to a chaotic, complicated, competitive lives we are constantly prodded. It could either be too much stress or too much stress. But with lagom moderation is a virtue because waste is a mortal sin. Well I am sure the Swedes will say they aren't that perfect (assuming they'll say that) but they have found a way to embrace that balance which allows them a latitude for change and develoment. This book talks about the way the Swedish culture finds Lagom in design, fashion, food, health and well being, in their society, their environment and sustainable living. This book is an honest approach to happiness indeed. 

                                  " Happiness in a sustainable sense is not about extremes."


Although this book may seem a little too good to be true, in my perspective at least, this book is cover to cover a breath of fresh air. Definitely a must read. The prose is easy to follow and it comes with beautiful picture illustrations and the cover is a plus factor gorgeous. I give this book five stars out of five. So there's my thought on this book. Till next time. Babye!





August 15, 2018 No comments

Hello everybody! hope things are  fantastic in your other side of the world. Well, here's my current reads for the month of May and probably till June :) proof enough that despite some outstanding reads I did this month, some books got obviously stucked in my current reading list for considerably longer time than what I usually concede. Well, besides the usual excuses, being busy, too much internet time etc, etc... I am in all honesty an emotional reader hence whether I finish a book or not depends on how I feel during that period of time and sometimes short attention span tendencies kicked in and poof I grab another book. aahahahah.

Anyways, here's why some of these books got an extended time in my TBR list... the longest being Leo Tolstoy's Anna Karenina. Okay so this book is spectacular, hands up, right hand on my heart  but despite my love for the book I feel like I need more time. The fact that I needed to have a study guides like spark notes, googling a lot and all the shebang to be able to get into the book without feeling distraught and completely lost.

Moving on... Diana Gabaldon's Dragonfly in Amber sort of got suspended due to my current contemporary fiction mania (gawd I nip them like I would a bag of  M&Ms them contemporary fiction) and judging by its dent in the spine, I am not even halfway towards finish but definitely love the book and though I haven't read as much pages like I used to, the connection is still-absolutely there. I love the characters, the setting and Jamie "And, Sassenach,your face is my heart.” oh Jamie, stop. ahahahahaha

Also I still got Fredrik Backman's 'My grandmother sends her regards and apologises' in my TBR list. I took it with me on a vacation  but never get to read it like I plan to... got too much wonderful distractions. So I never had the chance to really sink it in though I know I love it, not just because it's a Backman and yes... besides a little bit of  crush on the author (ooh blush) but I know it is a fantastic and magical read especially that I as a girl also had a very strong bond with my grandma. She lives in my heart now :)

Next is Martin Cruz Smith 'Girl in Venice' I stopped reading it because I just lost the connection -- I feel like when I was reading it I was kind of just hovering and felt so distant. I  picked it from the shop shelf because I got drawn towards Venice and I thought it was going to be an exciting read plus at the time I just finished reading Anthony Doerr's All the Lights We Cannot See-- so I was pretty much hangover at the time so I though I'd pick something on that same theme... but I think it was kind of a rebound read? I don't know... but I  decided to have  another go and see how I'd feel about it this time.

I also decided to read Jane Austen's Northanger Abbey. Because I know that this book is delightful to read and I don't want to regret not reading it. I wish we were encouraged to read this back in highschool but I guess we had our own Filipino classics to study so we made a pass. But I am definitely reading this.

Then I feel like I just needed to add Roy Arundhati's 'The Ministry of Outmost Happiness' in the list because I heard many wonderful reviews about it and also the first book that I read from her. So there's my reading ramble for this week and hope you guys have a wonderful time. Till next time.

May 28, 2018 2 comments

"At first sight Ove is almost certainly the grumpiest man you will ever meet. He thinks himself surrounded by idiots - joggers, neighbors who can't reverse a trailer properly and shop assistants who talks in codes.  But isn't it rare, these days to find such old-fashioned clarity of belief and deed? Such unswerving conviction of what the world should be, and a life long dedication to making it just so. In the end, there is something about Ove that you will find irrestible."

Okay so it took me awhile to finish this book not because it was not a hit but because I was torn between reading two of Fredrik Backman's books, this and 'My Grandmother sends her regards and Apoligises which I also love. 


Fredrik Backman tells about an old lonely widower named Ove who hates everyone around him because he thinks  they are stupid or behaves differently than what he thinks people should. He has rules for everything. He has a strong belief in justice, hard work and fair play and "a world where right has to be right not so one could get a medal or diploma or a slap in the back for it, but just because that was how it was supposed to be." Then he met Parvaneh, her two daughters and her husband Patrick, who doesn't know how to drive a trailer properly he thought. Ove misses his wife and just wanted to be alone. But things turn out different than what he wanted. Soon he finds himself mending other peoples things - because apparently they don't know the proper way to do it and being badgered to be in places he doesn't want to be. 

This I must say is one of the most adorable books I have read this year. I love how it touches current issues and themes like loneliness in old age, social responsibility, lifestyle, relationship, death and loss and how the older generation perceive the use of modern technology. This book makes us realize that it must be difficult for people like Ove who worked hard all his life, never had a loan, paid taxes and yet one day we seemed to forget about them... somehow society has  a way of treating our elderly. We seemed to forget that they are people too that they get lonely... we fail to reach out to them just because they are from a different generation. This book also shows us that love has a peculiar way of manifesting itself, that people doesn't have to be exactly or slight replica of each other's likeness or things shared in common to build friendships and even marriages. 

One thing I also love about this book is how it presents the issue of a infertility, childless marriages and kind of gives us a "sneak peak" on what most of us are probably dreading about... getting old alone. I have always wondered about this... what it would be like having no children to come visit you, no grandchildren running around breaking things... the loneliness. The curmudgeons in our lives, like Ove, they might be difficult to get along with and sometimes we can't help but feel irritated, annoyed perhaps. But all we need to do is look closer, knock on their doors because they might just be lonely.

This book has made me laugh and cry and hit me in all the tiny spots in my heart. Definitely a hit and I give it 4 out of 5 because the edition I picked had too tiny fonts  my eyes were blurry for a day after reading it. Okay I give it 5. 

Here are some quotes I love from this book...

“To love someone is like moving into a house," Sonja used to say. "At first you fall in love in everything new, you wonder every morning that this is one's own, as if they are afraid that someone will suddenly come tumbling through the door and say that there has been a serious mistake and that it simply was not meant to would live so fine. But as the years go by, the facade worn, the wood cracks here and there, and you start to love this house not so much for all the ways it is perfect in that for all the ways it is not. You become familiar with all its nooks and crannies. How to avoid that the key gets stuck in the lock if it is cold outside. Which floorboards have some give when you step on them, and exactly how to open the doors for them not to creak. That's it, all the little secrets that make it your home.” 

“Death is a strange thing. People live their whole lives as if it does not exist, and yet it's often one of the great motivations for the living."

“We always think there's enough time to do things with other people. Time to say things to them. And then something happens and then we stand there holding on to words like 'if'.” 

“She just smiled, said that she loved books more than anything, and started telling him excitedly what each of the ones in her lap was about. And Ove realised that he wanted to hear her talking about the things she loved for the rest of his life.” 

“And time is a curious thing. Most of us only live for the time that lies right ahead of us. A few days, weeks, years. One of the most painful moments in a person's life probably comes with the insight that an age has been reached when there is more to look back on than ahead. And when time no longer lies ahead of one, other things have to be lived for. memories, perhaps.” 

“Loving someone is like moving into a house," "At first you fall in love with all the new things, amazed every morning that all this belongs to you, as if fearing that someone would suddenly come rushing in through the door to explain that a terrible mistake had been made, you weren't actually supposed to live in a wonderful place like this. Then over the years the walls become weathered, the wood splinters here and there, and you start to love that house not so much because of all its perfection, but rather for its imperfections. You get to know all the nooks and crannies. How to avoid getting the key caught in the lock when it's cold outside. Which of the floorboards flex slightly when one steps on them or exactly how to open the wardrobe doors without them creaking. These are the little secrets that make it your home.” 


May 25, 2018 No comments

Eleanor Oliphant leads a simple life. She wears the same clothes to work everyday, eats the same meal for lunch everyday and buys the same two bottles of vodka to drink every weekend. Eleanor Oliphant is happy. Nothing is missing from her carefully timetabled existence. Except, sometimes, everything...


"I don't exist. Don't I? It often feels as if I'm not here, that I'm a figment of my imagination. There are days when I feel so lightly connected to the earth that the threads that tether me to the planet are gossamer thin, spun sugar. A strong gust of wind can dislodge me completely, and I'd lift off and blow away, like those seeds in a dandelion clock."


This book is one of the best contemporary fiction that I ever read, to think that I don't always find myself wanting to read these kind of books. But usually when I pick one, I would always find myself surprised how it hits me in a way that I get so engaged with it, love the characters and brings out all the emotions in me . how lucky am I?

Okay so the premise of the story is about a lady, Eleanor,  in her thirties who lives alone. She goes to work everyday and follows a routine. She doesn't have any friends or what she thought and is happy and content living on her own. She goes to her job everyday minding her own business and making sure that she stays away from people in her job which she doesn't get for the most part anyways, she thought. Nothing missing from her completely fine and timetabled life of avoiding social interaction, phone chats with mummy, and two bottles of vodka every weekend. Then she met Raymon an unhygenic, poorly dressed, IT guy from her office.  They met when both were going home from work when suddenly an old man, Sammy, collapsed in front of them. Raymon immediately rushed to help him dragging a hesitant Eleanor behind forcing her to call for help. Not long after, the three of them Raymon, Eleanor and Sammy made an extraordinary friendship where they rescue each other from solitude and loneliness.

" I suppose one of the reasons we're able to continue to exist for our allotted span in this green and blue vale of tears is that there is always, however remote it might seem, the possibility of change." 

This book is so heart warming and funny. Which is why I love this book in a way so different than I ever love other books. It is so simple, so easy to read but the sentiment of it brings out all the tears and joy in me... laughter too (I know it was quiet a difficult scene being in the room with me. LOL!) But I have no regrets staying up all night just so I can get to the other page. 

One thing that I love about this book was the way it addressed loneliness, kindness and friendship. The protagonist was presented in a way that despite her condition she wasn't self-pitying in fact you find her utterly witty, which sort of make you conclude that there is so much brilliance in her. 

I also love how this book depicts loneliness, that it can have a devastating effect on people regardless of age. In one of her interviews, Gail Honeyman stresses that she wants people to be aware that loneliness is an issue and anyone of us may suffer from it. This book also talks about mental health (which still creates stigma among cultures) and the importance of getting help. I also think that one of the reason that I dote on this book is the way it talks about friendship and kindness. It somehow gives us that perspective how people with mental challenges cope with their everyday life and how kindness is very important. All in all I give this book five out of five stars. Definitely a must read!

May 17, 2018 No comments

"A boat washes up on the shore of a remote lighthouse keeper's island. It holds a dead man and a crying baby. The only two islanders, Tom and Izzy, are about to make a devastating decision. They break the rules and follow their hearts. What happen next will break yours."

Love demands everything. 

Tom Sherbourne dream only of a quite life, to go far away from people - to run away from the haunting of his past. So when a call for a lighthouse keeper from a lighthouse at Janus Rock off the coast of Western Australia, Tom found himself walking the gangplank of the boat with nothing but a kitbag. There was nothing much to organize. He doesn't have a family, no one to say good bye too. So days later he found himself hands full with chores around the light house. And when he was plagued with nightmares of his past, he found freedom  wandering in the island exhaling the rich breeze of the ocean.  He thought he would come to the island, live in solitude, no concern about living but his own but he was wrong.

"I wonder if you'd do me a favour Tom... I was wondering if you'd kiss me.


Then he met Isabel and after months of writing to each other, they fell in love, got married and Tom Shebourne came home to the lighthouse with his beautiful wife Isabel and life was perfect. Isabel was happy. She instantly adapt to the life in the island making sure that Tom was happy. She perfectly settled in their cozy home which Tom spent days restoring making it nice and homely. Izzy soon became pregnant and they were so happy and excited. Tom was the typical expecting father always hesitant and doubted himself if he would ever be a good father considering the relationship he had with his father. But Izzy was always there to assure him that everything will be fine... and so they thought. After two miscarriages and a stillbirth, Izzy was desperate and torn with sadness until one day she thought she heard a cry of a baby. A boat was washed up on the shore with a dead man and a baby.



"a lighthouse warns of danger--tells people to keep their distance. She had mistaken it for a place of safety.


So I am not going to giveaway too much to spoil the book but so far this is one of the best books I have ever read. It was captivating that I didn't want to put it down even to pee (TMI LOL!) This is a first novel from M.L. Stedman. This book introduce us to a life where decisions were haltingly made ignoring the consequence because it seems that fate has a way of getting you out of it. It would make you think that Izzy's decision was selfish and Tom did not deserve of the misery he had to endure because of that decision yet you also feel that it was all justified because of her sufferings. She brings out the worst in him and it wasn't fair. But then there was that part where we also welcome the thought that maybe the child was a gift, a replacement for the lives they lost. This book gripped my heart because probably it hit close to home - losing a child, infertility and that longing to cradle a child in your arms, that longing of someone calling you mum. Yup I cried buckets on this one. The end was also unexpected and I wish it had a different ending but...(I promise no spoiler alert)!

I also love that this book is a kaleidoscope of elements. The scenes are magnificent and are put in a subtle yet so engaging that you get sucked in not only because of the characters and the emotiong but also because of the beautiful setting. The backdrop is so gorgeous that you feel in every text the sentiment of the story. 

 I must say I am in constant lookout for another M.L. Stedman. This is definitely a must read and I give it five stars out of five. 
May 14, 2018 No comments

This Filipino Classic was one of our required reading in high school (and now one of my favorites). It was written by Dr. Jose Rizal, a filipino writer who  wrote about the Filipino suffering caused by the oppression brought by the foreign crusader who colonized the Philippines. It was originally written in Spanish and translated to Tagalog and English (there might be other foreign translations I don't know of). This book is a political allegory represented by different characters. It is also a sequel to Noli Me Tangere which is also a must read and loved by yours truly.

El Filibusterismo is about a rich jeweller Simoun who came back to the Philippines and make friends with his enemies to accomplish his long overdue revenge towards the spanish tyranny in the Philippines. Simoun was actually (spoiler alert) Crisostomo Ibbarra in Noli Me Tangere who fell in love with Maria Clara. However fate wasn't in their favor. Ibarra ended up being hunted by the spanish soldiers and Maria Clara became a Nun. So he was force to fled to Cuba with the help of his friend Elias.


The story unfold with Simoun on a ferry cruising the Pasig river, coming back to carry out his revenge. This part reminds me of the 'Count of Monte Cristo' but this book is something more specially for me as a Filipino native. The main characters in this book includes Donya Victorian, a rich pro-Spanish Filipino native, Don Tiburcion, her husband who left her, Paulita Gomes, Isagani, Padre Sibyla, Padre Camorra, Padre Florentino, Basilio (who also made a comeback from Noli Me Tangere) and Ben-Zayb a journalist.

Here are some of my favorite quotes from the book....

“O, in the solitude of those mountains I feel free, free as the air, like a light blasting unharnessed through space. A thousand cities, a thousand palaces I would give just for a corner of the Philippines where far away from man I could feel truly free!”  

“Nawalan muli ng isang oras ang buhay ng bawat kabataan, saka isang bahagi ng kaniyang karangalan at paggalang sa sarili, at kapalit ang paglaki sa kalooban ng panghihina ng loob, ng paglalaho ng hilig sa pag-aaral, at pagdaramdam sa loob ng dibdib.”

“We must win when we deserve it, by elevating reason and the dignity of the individual, loving justice and the good and the great, even dying for it.” 
May 13, 2018 No comments



CHANGELING-ORDER OF DARKNESS #1-111 (Changeling; Stormbringers;Fools Gold)

  
This book is the first to third in Philippa Gregory's Order of Darkness Series (3 books). It was first published in 2012. I am very excited to read this book albeit the mix reviews I read about it ranging from exciting to flat :( but I have always love a Philippa Gregory and her impeccable attempt to introduce history through fiction. Plus I love book trilogies and series so I am very excited to give it a read. Anyway here's what the blurb says... Italy, 1453. Seventeen-year-old Luca Vero is brilliant, gorgeous—and accused of heresy. Cast out of his religious order for using the new science to question old superstitious beliefs, Luca is recruited into a secret sect: The Order of the Dragon, commissioned by Pope Nicholas V to investigate evil and danger in its many forms, and strange occurrences across Europe, in this year—the end of days. (goodreads)



A LITTLE LIFE 

This book was published in 2015 by Hanya Hanagihara. This book has receive so many praises and critique  making it one of the most intriguing books in my reading list. This book has also been controversial because of its graphic scenes so on and so forth and I have to admit I am a little bit intimidated. But of course I have to read to know for myself. right?   So here's what the blurb says... When four classmates from a small Massachusetts college move to New York to make their way, they're broke, adrift, and buoyed only by their friendship and ambition. There is kind, handsome Willem, an aspiring actor; JB, a quick-witted, sometimes cruel Brooklyn-born painter seeking entry to the art world; Malcolm, a frustrated architect at a prominent firm; and withdrawn, brilliant, enigmatic Jude, who serves as their center of gravity. Over the decades, their relationships deepen and darken, tinged by addiction, success, and pride. Yet their greatest challenge, each comes to realize, is Jude himself, by midlife a terrifyingly talented litigator yet an increasingly broken man, his mind and body scarred by an unspeakable childhood, and haunted by what he fears is a degree of trauma that he’ll not only be unable to overcome—but that will define his life forever. (goodreads)


Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine

“These days, loneliness is the new cancer – a shameful, embarrassing thing, brought uponyourself in some obscure way. A fearful, incurable thing, so horrifying that you dare not mention it; other people don’t want to hear the word spoken aloud for fear that they might too be afflicted.” This is a debut novel by Gail Honeyman publised on May of last year. This book is funny and a light kind of read. I am already halfway in my reading and I have to say it kept me smiling through every page. Eleanor Oliphant is an easy to love character and the way it was written was so straightforward it almost feel like you are "sinfully" spying a neighbor from your window. But as her life unfolds, you began to understand the challenges she has to endure and how she copes with it (no spoiler alert).  I am so excited to know how it ends for her so to resume reading I must :) 


So there's my little book haul. Till next time.
May 13, 2018 No comments
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